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fuckmackandme ([personal profile] fuckmackandme) wrote in [community profile] felixfelicisoverload2012-11-14 06:59 pm

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(Anonymous) 2012-11-14 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm getting real sick of everyone's pessimism. I wanted advice on how to win him completely, not to be told I should just give up on him. That isn't happening.

(Anonymous) 2012-11-14 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're who I think you are...as much as I wish it was actually possible, I'm not convinced it actually is.

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If I can't do it, confessing that I've had feelings for him for years after having two of his children? I don't think anyone else can. I'm not her. I won't ever be her. And I'm not you, either. I won't ever have those feelings returned. That's what having feelings for him will get you. Years on your own and nothing to show for it but bitterness and loneliness, no matter how many times you say how you feel.

(Anonymous) 2012-11-14 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
.... I...

... Mum?

(Anonymous) 2012-11-14 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
...oh my word...

I - we need to talk. My office, now.

[log this?????]

(Anonymous) 2012-11-15 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Wait wait are you are we do I mean I Uh

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[Mayhaps???]

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(Anonymous) 2012-11-14 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay first of all.

You can't be serious. You mean I have more competition now too? Fuck my hot life.

Also that's really fucking depressing, so thanks a lot.

But I'm sorry. That sucks. A lot.

Also how the fuck do you even have any idea who I am?

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(Anonymous) 2012-11-14 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
No. You don't. I've learnt my lesson and learnt it well. I'm not 'competing' or anything. I've known where I stand since I wasn't deemed worthy to know about the engagement or your relationship, and I'm done chasing after things that aren't meant to happen.

I'm so sorry. But that's the truth, and it didn't seem fair to let anyone else cling to false hope. It hurts, and I know that it hurts. But I'm honestly not doing this out of spite. Please believe that. I'm doing it because you don't deserve to get your heart broken.

...we saw his shade, when that nonsense was happening. I noticed that you look at him like I used to. I don't think anyone who hasn't felt the same would notice, or even anyone who didn't see the shade.

Re: FILTERED?!

(Anonymous) 2012-11-15 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Well. Shit.

Don't tell anyone, alright? It ain't supposed to be anything anyone knows about. I never meant for anyone TO find out. I'm trying to keep it from Snow mostly. Who the hell knows what that guy would do to Murdoc if he found out? I don't want to get him in trouble. I'd never be able to forgive myself if I did.

I believe you aren't doing it out of spite though. I can give you that much credit. But I also can't just let him go either.

If it leads to heartbreak, I think he might be worth it in the long run. I can't just walk away right now. That would hurt too much.

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(Anonymous) 2012-11-15 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
You have my word. Snow's out for my job, at any rate, and I won't have him taking anyone else down if he happens to find something he can use to get rid of me.

Take care of yourself. Don't pin your hopes on a single star.